I very easy to get emo this week. I don't know what the hell going on me,
maybe I saw something I hate, which I don't wish to see
I don't know how to describe my feeling to you
before you are my beloved, my best friend, my close friend
But now,
you just a nightmare for me.
I always thought of having u besides me is a happy, lucky stuff for me but it wasn't
because of your greedy, your unbalanced mind, u thought the way u think u did are right for me, but u don't know how suffering am I
Before, we get used to each other, can't live without each other, passed thru thousand of stuff.
But who know a sec,a min, an hour, a day, a month can changes everything become differences, what sincere,what love u always all just bullshitting, all gone.
can't denied that human is a horrible animal in this world,
they lie people, they hurt people.
every man also the same, they change their mind like change a clothes
the sincere guys in this world not left much. good man only deserve for good girl, good girl also only deserve for good man. Do remember this. If u can't sincere to others, don't hope others will sincere to you too!
Now you did the mistakes again, you said you won't did the same mistakes after me
but now you are hurting two girls in the same time, I feel sad for her and I feel sad for myself too. Pity me.
No one really treat me well, no one sincere to me. am i did anything wrong? Im not deserve a good man =(
when only my Mr.Right will appear?
should i still believe in LOVE?
can anyone defined the meaning of LOVE for me?
thanks lot if u could explain to me

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