Frankly, its really hard for me to let go :(
deepest sad and hurt. never ever had before. the 1st time.
I am tired of everything from now on..especially a relationship..
I totally lost confidence on it..
what if I say I do not trust love anymore?That's mean i deeply disappointed, desperation.

I still can't accept the truth..I can't accept it no matter how hard I tried.
I just hoping he can get out from my life, disappear from my life.
I don't wanna see his stuff, know his stuff..don't have to tell me..
after the happening, I really woke up from my dream.totally woke up..

Everything is just a nightmare for me.
come fast gone fast. but i do appreciate it from the beginning. but You?
I don't need any sympathy from u all because I deserve it, it was a karma for me.

I do confusing all the times after you said you wanna end this relationship.
i can't speak out anything. my mind is blank, just like dying.
never think to save this relationship since you already gave up.

I know i very deprave right now.
I hate being like this.
saw a phrase before.
it said" no matter how cruel the blow u met, never think to hurt yourself, find excuse to deprave, the more u hurt yourself, the more no body loves u."

I lost my way..
everyday just act like being tough..
I such a stupid girl.
How only can look forward from the passed?
No one can help me.
Only time can cures me.

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