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You Touched My Heart♥
Stay till death drew us apart, hear my remedy

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Biography

Big hello to you, readers. My name is Tiffany. Im 18 this year and going to 19 soon =)
I love my family, beloved and friends. Imma playful and friendly x) so don't be shy to know more about me ;)
Imma alcoholic :D I hate backstabber,faker. No lies in my world.
you can love me :) or hate me :( coz everyone have their right, but don't try to spoil my happy life:)

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Buddies

Adam
Brendon
Bang Shin
Dao Hua
Jimmie ♥♥♥
Jun Boy
Kien Fai
Lim Fann
Mc
Ming Jun
nikkie
Neo
Ryan Koh
Ye Qin

Sweeties

An An
Bobbi.Yori
carwyn
Chyn
Cartene
Fung Ling
Hui Ling
Ivy
Jiunn
Kitty
Kamun
Karyi
Li Mei
Miaw Kim
Qi Qian
Tiffany Tan
Wei li
WanJing
Xue li
Xi Yi
Yi Ping
Ywei
Ying li
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♥ April 2009
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Its been around 1 month never seen you.
totally disconnected with you.
How are you?

I hate myself, I still can't let go..
can somebody tell me why?Is it really so hard for me?
Why am I so stubborn.
Somehow, I wish to slap myself. Sigh.

Now having my sem break holidays.
very free. very relax.
but I dislike it coz it doesn't seem like holiday for me.
I wish to go everywhr with my friends, with my love one.
Play, eat, movie, shopping etc. But it seem like very hard for me.
coz everything has changed. I can't get what I want =/

Currently working at maxis customer service. (part time)
my job is pick up customer calls.
quite nice and free. and the salary is acceptable.
my working time is every mon to sat, 6pm to 11pm (5 hours)
the working time is quite flexible, you can choose whatever 5 hours that you free between (4pm-2am)
I choose to work is because I don't wish to waste my times at home and doing useless thing.
better earn some income and I can spend my expense like nobody care :P love this kind of satisfaction.
So, I will still be free on morning and noon time. You guys still can date me out for movie or tea =)

Really dislike my current life styles.
Stay late every night and wake up late everyday too. I don't like it.
But I can't asleep early too. who can rescue me? My skin going worse soon =(

See..now is 4am sharp and I still blogging here. really FML
Goodnight peeps!
I want to watch IP MAN 2!!

12:37 PM


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Frankly, its really hard for me to let go :(
deepest sad and hurt. never ever had before. the 1st time.
I am tired of everything from now on..especially a relationship..
I totally lost confidence on it..
what if I say I do not trust love anymore?That's mean i deeply disappointed, desperation.

I still can't accept the truth..I can't accept it no matter how hard I tried.
I just hoping he can get out from my life, disappear from my life.
I don't wanna see his stuff, know his stuff..don't have to tell me..
after the happening, I really woke up from my dream.totally woke up..

Everything is just a nightmare for me.
come fast gone fast. but i do appreciate it from the beginning. but You?
I don't need any sympathy from u all because I deserve it, it was a karma for me.

I do confusing all the times after you said you wanna end this relationship.
i can't speak out anything. my mind is blank, just like dying.
never think to save this relationship since you already gave up.

I know i very deprave right now.
I hate being like this.
saw a phrase before.
it said" no matter how cruel the blow u met, never think to hurt yourself, find excuse to deprave, the more u hurt yourself, the more no body loves u."

I lost my way..
everyday just act like being tough..
I such a stupid girl.
How only can look forward from the passed?
No one can help me.
Only time can cures me.





10:28 PM


Sunday, April 18, 2010

The pain is killing me.
Helpless.

9:40 AM


Thursday, April 15, 2010

我真的很难过
我伤心得就快喘不过气，就快窒息
谁可以救救我？
我好恨自己为什么还不醒过来
为什么每天压抑着自己的不愉快
为什么要这样子折磨自己

我觉得自己好贱
我还是面对不到事实
不是我不要面对
只不过 我害怕面对它 我在逃避
我真的好傻 好天真
一厢情愿的相信这一切

事实已经摆在眼前了
我还不肯面对
不想面对眼前的一切
一直逃避

我好对不起我身边的朋友
你们这么担心我 关心我
无时无刻地提醒 我 是时候抽身离开
你们都不愿 看见我 一天比一天伤心 痛苦
可是我却一次又一次地令你们失望

我真的好想撑到最后
因为我还傻傻地 天真地 相信奇迹会出现
这一次我决定放手了 就不再回头

因为我真的爱的比谁都还要累 还要难过
没有人能了解我内心的痛苦

我不后悔我所付出的
因为我是真的用心去爱
从来都不祈求回报
只希望和你在一起的日子 你能活得一天比一天开心
不想成为你的负担

我愿不愿意为你改变已经不再重要
即使我为你改变了一切 你也不会看见
因为你的心里早已没有我
你的厌倦我感受得到了

即使不是我的错
我还是想对你说声 对不起
给你带来那么多困扰
是我不好
我会离开




说不爱就不爱
我接受不到
但我还是必须接受
因为我没有权利去选择
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9:19 AM


Monday, April 12, 2010

Last Monday went to lake garden (hibiscus park) for photo shooting.
Early morning, jimmy came my house and picked me up to college for applying car parking sticker.
Finally Imma going to get my sticker soon^^
and I felt so sorry for making u guys late to the park and can't shoot nice photo because the sunshine was too harsh.
Thanks Jimmy and ZY for taking so many nice photos for me. thanks u guys so much! =)


Photo of the day. [without make-up]
the photos below are taken by Zy



♥ this color tone.



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♥ konichiwa =)





omg..im fat..see my fatty arm D:


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The rest one is taken by Jimmy!






others still in the progress..he haven't pass to me yet =/
haha..im not rushing u lah jim..don mad when saw this ya =P hee


Im having my 3rd sem final examination now
and just done my 1st paper today. 2 more papers to go.
isss..feel so stress and moody in this few days.
I want my holiday badly.
A lot stuff to do after finish my exam.




stay tune for my next post !



5:07 AM