Monday, September 28, 2009
Happy Birthday to my
Lovely Dad!
my dad look young and handsome rite?x)no doubt, he really is a handsome boi when young time! =)my dad 44 years old tis year! A young father who has 2 fat sons and 1 pretty daughter,muahaha =)Love you 4ever!
9:16 AM
Had my brunch with my elder bro and his friend just now. muahaha a little bit excited when saw him appeared at my living hall. after kfc then we went to buy ice-cream cake for my dad who birthday today! heee ^^ after reached hum then i rushed to kitchen to make red boiled eggs for my dad. 
tadadaaaaaa! my works!will bring it out for dinner later!haha
ciao!see ya !
3:43 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Just came back from pasar malam with my little miss Kitty =Da lot of things to chat..gossip here gossip thr..and we met "艳遇" just now. haha..
shhhhhhhhh x)i going to chase Gossip Girl tis drama soon which intro by her. she really crazy with tis drama..hahawill i crazy with her too after watch it? tak tau >.<
anyway..had a good night with her =)
Oh yeah..yesterday went to 1u for movie again, with my dear friends.
Accidentnot reli nice actually.but i willing to spend my money on my dear Louis koo..hee =) luv him so muchand we met zhe qi too when buying movie ticket.how excited when saw him. hope to meet up with him again.after bought ticket, we walked to groud floor to visit our dear Ivy.she is working thr now, selling Q-Jelly mooncakes.
don nao gei nah..will watch movie with u again =) promised*Ma shoulder very pain now and didn't sleep well yesterday nite ehh =(will rest early tonite.goodnight everyone..muacks..
12:20 AM
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
i cant reach him again. sighs.
2:44 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Hatyai Trip (19/9 ~ 21/9 )3 day 2 nights
Im didn't have mood at all during the way to Hatyai and the way back to KL :(
something bothered my mind.very moody..listened to the music and my tears rolling slowly from my eyes : (
But i enjoy to stay with my parents and my relatives.
they are concerned me and brought me to everywhere.
they always cheer me up.i love them.
We started off at Saturday 7am morning.
due to hari raya holiday, many ppls also outstation
the highway to custom is damn jaming and many cars. normally we can spent 6 to 7 hours to reached custom.
but then the time was extended to 10 hours. how worse is that!but i can do nothing with it! so i just slept in the car and took a short break to pee and eat!
freaking bored.
About 5pm sumthing we reached the hatyai hotel which name V.L hotel.
my sweet cousins paco n carine
paco and kenjo
check in 
my young aunt and her husband n baby son! ;)
Erm..im dissatisfied with their room service lo.
becoz their room reli dirty and short of equipement.
luckily i had brought my own hair dryer,pillow,hair shampoo and etc.
those drawer have ants and leftovers one. so dirty -.-"
after took a bathe. we went for dinner and then back to hotel for rest.
Another early morning we went to temple.
this temple called Jatukham, in chinese sounds means zap dou gam quite famous one
my another elder aunt n cousin =)
after that we continued to visit others temple and shopping.
my aunt and i went to hair salon washed hair,manicure and pedicure : )
At night, we went to a restaurant for dinner.
nice environment and delicious thai food. love it so muchiee!
my favourite tomyam.yummy. sorry that i din take any photo.haha
cant show u guys how yummy is that : p
let's say cheeseeeeeeeeee =D
mom,me,dad
after dinner we back to hotel rest awhile then about 11pm sumthg we went out for body massage.
on the way to massage, i saw many ah gua hooker on the street,so funny lea
their body shape is quite successful la,but ah gua jiu shi ah gua. cant change the fact
they dare to flirt my dad even me,both of my aunt n my mum behind my dad only.
i very bo song then i run to my dad and lead him along
then i flirted back them,i said "wu liao,wu liao" in hokkien slang( means got ady). lol
my aunt was laughed at me and asked me don't do that ,later they will beat me,then i said i not sket at all lo.
omg @@ i nearly forgot they is boy.can hit back me..haha
after 2 hours for massage. then we back to hotel.
Another morning,after packed all the things and checked out.
we went to others temple and shopping centre.
after tat we ended up our hatyai trip and head back to KL.
soooooooooooo tired in the car.
we had took dinner at pinang.
then continued the highway journey.
Conclusion..
i love my sweet home,i love kl.
i miss my sweet bed.
very tired and sleepy now.
is time to go bed..see ya..goodnights..
7:46 AM
Re-post = Nikkie's birthday :) =Last Thursday was Nikkie's birthday eve.We went to Kepong, Island Cafe for dinner.(from left to right)
kitty,kaivern,me,mc,nikkie,ivy & momoko anan =)
still have ke quan,mingjun,ji hui & guang jun. =)after that, we went to Sri Hartamas for second round. me & kitty
Hartams Square.
Birthday boiiii
I wish my dear Nikkie have a sweet&happy 18,
no more worries.
no more hurts.
no more stress.
no more trouble.
no more tears.
Happy Everyday~
7:07 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I always needed time on my own
I never thought
I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years
when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you go away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much
I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart
are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know
is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you
12:52 AM
Monday, September 14, 2009
Just came back from clinic.
having sore throat and abit fever since yesterday nite : (
doctor told me not to worry,not H1N1 = =
i din worry also = =
yesterday nite cant concentrated on my study, slept early and din study at all.
waked up early in this morning for last revision, but my last paper-accounting still that worse : (
3 weeks holiday what for?
stay at hum?
hope can find some part time job or fair job.
i dont mind if ya can intro for me : ) thanks
Goodnight..
Labels: still in the pain : (
6:38 AM
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
感情久了，双方就是时候开始冷淡了吗？
见面少了，话题少了，共同的话题渐渐没了
这一切都是在考验我们吗？
可不可以不要？
是我埋怨得太多还是他真的变了？
从几何时开始他不再像从前那样关心我，我知道，我知道是几时开始的
今天你终于都说了出口
对，真的很伤我的心
不过也许这样我才会真正舍得放手
你要的freedom,我会一直一直供应给你，只要你开心就好
我真的不想再成为你所说的那样
我不会再一直黏着你，我不会了
还有3个chapter,8个tutorial exercise 还没温习完
温习不到，脑袋紧绷绷的
明天就要sit for 我讨厌的microeconomic paper.
only god can rescue me now. only god can cure me now.
8:28 AM
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Happy 09-09-09 : )刚从kepong jusco回来，看了“laughing gor 之变节”
又是一部打打杀杀的戏，不过我喜欢 :]
我喜欢laughing gor认真的样子，我喜欢吴镇宇做大佬耍帅的样子
不过我更喜欢他心疼妹妹，为了她，流了一滴江湖大佬不该流的泪
我喜欢他的演技
回到家，看见刚和朋友吃晚饭回来的爸爸
很少看见爸爸喝得酱醉，不过他不是不开心
只不过是开心喝太多了
可是就辛苦妈妈了
我爸呕得很辛苦，拼命呕个不停
那种感觉真的很辛苦，因为最近我也体会了一番
讨厌它-.-"
又来情绪化的我
心烦，脑袋想了很多东西
我不习惯现在的他，可是我又必须习惯
明明不喜欢，答应自己不要再理，可是我却不够坚决
这样的我真的失败
我现在最希望的就是做自己想做的事
我要把时间放在别的地方，放在我的兴趣
也许这样子我才不会整天想多多
我的生活圈子并不只有那个人
以前的他的确是我的全部
但现在的我竟然不能那样坦然地说出这句话
对，爱情是不应该要求任何的回报，爱情是没有对与错
可是我已经措手无策，我不知道自己在做什么
我舍不得踏出那步，我放不开手
我承认自己是个非常念旧的人，对往事念念不忘
时不时就会回味下往事，不想轻易地放手，害怕自己会后悔
或许是自己时常想东西想的太过负面
才会把自己弄得这么累
是时候看开了
我身边的朋友都有他们烦恼的事
学业，工作，爱情，钱，朋友和家庭
不只是我一个不开心
所以懂得抒发自己的心情就是最好的事
地球不曾为了伤心的我停止转动
我要开心，你们也要开心地渡过每一天
萍，努力克服面对的问题
跌倒了就重新站起来
每个人都是经一事，长一智的
加油
很想把电话砸掉
现在才有signal
害我刚才打不出，send不到msg
你好野..
睡咯，goodnight
02:53
10:59 AM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
「有人說大多數的男人，都是先愛上愛情，才愛上女人的。」你說。
「那你是哪種男人？」我問。
「我是先愛上了自由，才愛上愛情的。」你回答。
「我要的愛情就像放風箏，你是放風箏的人，我就是那風箏。風箏是屬於廣大天空的，是自由不受拘束的，但是，只要你需要我，一收線，我就會回到你身邊。只想把風箏放在身邊的女人，風箏也就不是風箏了。」你說。
因此，愛上妳，我學會不嫉妒，因為我不能成為你口中「自私的只想綁住男人」的女人。
所以，我必須在看著你和另一個女人親暱談笑時，適時的微笑。
儘管我的心已經像一條絞乾的手帕， 被擰了再擰，扭了再扭，也不敢喊痛。儘管我的嘴角像掛了千金重的砝碼，也得費盡心力的揚起一點笑意。然後說：「原來是你的高中同學啊！難怪你們的感情那麼好。」
「是啊！」你還給了我一個天使般的燦爛笑容。
愛上你，我學會不擔憂，因為我不能成為「不信任你」的女人。
所以，在深夜一兩點，你終於回家時，我不能問你：「你到底去了那裡？怎麼現在才回來？」
儘管我剛剛是那樣的坐立難安，緊抱著時鐘望著窗外開門又關門，儘管我恐懼的滿腦是你車禍血流滿地的情景，還想著如果只是你和女孩子玩得太晚了就好了。但是，我只是坐在沙發上拿著報紙，對著你笑：「你一定累了。早點睡吧！」
謝謝你，因為我愛上你，我才能成為最自由的女人。
不必擔心你會抓著我聞身上是否有男人的味道，不必編出任何晚歸的藉口，我可以大大方方的和過去的男朋友喝茶，因為你說：「女人也可以有男性朋友。」但是我心裡卻想著：不知你現在和哪個女生在一起？
我也可以和公司客戶應酬到深夜，因為你說：「我相信妳，這是妳的工作。」但是我心裡焦慮著：不知你回到家了沒？然而，我必須記著：你是風箏，一個自由的風箏，我不能成為綁住你的女人。
今晚，我的車子故障了，半夜三點才回到家。
我看到了你， 淚流滿面，焦慮不安的你，是我從沒有見過的。
你把我抱紧，哽咽地直說：「嚇死我了，妳到哪裡去了？ 連通電話也不打回來， 我打電話問遍妳所有的朋友，可是……」然後你又哭了。
我心疼地摟住你，奇怪這些話怎麼如此熟悉，這也是我每天每天都想對你講的話啊！
「我不曉得你會這麼擔心。」我說。
「我當然擔心，我擔心死了，因為妳是我最愛的人啊！ 為什麼，妳從來不擔心我，不問我去哪裡了呢？」你說。
我愕然了。「我以為你喜歡自由。」
你好委屈的望著我。
「我是喜歡自由啊！ 但是飛得再高再遠的風箏，也有想休息的時候。 妳只會放風箏，卻忘了收風箏。 有妳的支持，休息過後的風箏才能飛得更高更遠啊！ 難道妳忍心讓風箏一個人孤獨的在天上飛？」
我抱著你，突然間明白自己是世界上最傻的放風箏的人。
放風箏的自由，我現在才懂。
Labels: from bangshin's blog.
3:40 AM
Yesterday went for kepong jusco for movie with my sweetheart*Final destination 4. what a bloody movie, but i like it, cant stop to screamed it out ;)No one could escaped from death, really disgusting.but u guys should watch it.haha
Finally i have passed 2 papers.Another 3 papers waiting me.i cant finished all the chapter at last minute.i really hate exam..how hard is that..wish all my friends who is sitting for exam all the best.Let's go crazy after exam finish!
3:19 AM
Thursday, September 3, 2009
