Poison♥

Friday, July 31, 2009

I have finished my small exam already..feeling good..
but still left microeconomic assignment and gonna prepare for the H.E presentation for next week..
Just finished cleaning up my room..feeling comfortable now..
But actually i am sad now.
can we still continue? sigh. you hurt me again.
I could not say out what u did to me just now. i cant..
am i annoying? am i barbarous? are you tired of me? so sorry..all is my fault..i knew..sorry. is my fault.
but i have to tell you, my sadness won't less than you.
On the way home, i cried like hell. those driver which beside me were staring at me in silent wonder.
i felt myself very weird, very ugly. omfg
you never try to pacify me before u get off, you just care about your cigarette only, whr your dear cigarette.
so sorry that i had lied you said i throw it to ditch already, so sorry, i knew that was my fault again.
I just want to try smoke 10 cigarettes a night. i want to feel what feelin is that.
Just so so only. sorry to myself.
Depressed.

7:44 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Hey! Recently i chasing this drama!
韩版 “流星花园”，名作 - 花样男孩
super nice! hehe..
I most love 具俊表. He is 道明寺..so damn cool n handsome!! love him!!
now was 3 am already, i still blogging here. @@
baby was angry me, because i keep chasing drama till late late only go for sleep.
sowieee baby...don angry me pls..i going to bed now!!
Nightss..muacksssssss

love him

11:57 AM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

What a boring weekend.

Didn't go out for shopping this two days.

Stay at home for whole day long.

Just came back from setapak steambot.

My parents was addicted to it.

But no doubt, their tomyam is really nice = ))

Next week is an exam week.

Tuesday is Quantitative Studies test.

Wednesday English Grammar test.

Friday Microeconomic test. ( the subject i most hate*)

Then next next friday need to pass up Microeconomic assignment.

Left hubungan etnik presentation. My group is the last group present..yarrrrrr = (

I hate the schedule..i don't like seperate one..why cant all stick together..

i like to finish all in a short period but not long period..

I hope semester break fast fast come, even though only two weeks, but better than nothing!

I need a break !

No heart to study.

Not really like my class environment. It is an inert tutorial class = [

Hmm..there is a couple that always so sweet in my eyes has broken up.

When i heard the news, i got shocked, its too bad.

Someone said there’s always a chance for everyone,

Although the chance does exist, but the feeling had already gone,

everything equals to zero. I knew it. I agree with it.

Hopefully they can be happy and not regret of their decision one day. God bless u two~

I had forgiven someone easily again.

Hope that i wont regret. Im always the person who is most soft-hearted.

Love you bee..

Today keep webcam-ing with bee.

So fun..hee

8:58 AM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

unhappy
unhappy
unhappy
unhappy
unhappy

moody
moody
moody
moody
moody

What i want ? = (

7:53 AM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Yesterday went for badminton with my buddies again..happiee..
Its been a long time i did not exercise already..finally i can play my favorite game - "badminton" and keep sweating..nice and enjoy = )
Afternoon, i was met up with my baby. We went to midvalley. Bought some items.
And went to Little Penang Food for dinner. yummy~

Asam Lakso with coconutmilk

Penang Har Meee

Had a great day with my baby..thanks for accompanied me..
My aunt had date us go for clubbing on this coming saturday..haha..so excited when heard this news.
Still planning..Thai Club..have u guys hear this club b4?haha..
Anyway..this coming two weeks i will busy for my coursework 2 again..sighs..afraid of it..try my best to "enjoy" those exam n assignment T_T
byeee

2:51 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009

[ upset, suffering, hiding myself, no energy, tiredness, hatred of sumthings, sensitive, without security, felt lonely in my hearts. ]

Heard some bad news. But i cant do anything on it.
i chooses to give up. Really tired of it..
every times i said i wont care about that things anymore, but i cant do it.
keep repeat do the same thing, i felt myself really stupid.
This time will be the last time. I really wont care it anymore.
Hatred of it.

From now on, i will hiding anything in my hearts. i wont tell u my feeling even though i get hurt.
Smiles even though u r sad !

I hopes one day he can realize im not happy..my smiles will less appear on my face until he realize it..
Until now..i only realize the person who i care most also cant understanding me. Ends*

8:02 AM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Keep late sleep recently. sighs.
Your things bother my mind again..moody = (
i just hope to spend more times with you only.
but ur times always not given me.

You always spent all ur times with ur society, homework, friends gathering,
scout and other stuffs.
Your life is so busy. Your always spent ur times with ur friends more than me.
I not really happy with it.

Don't always make commitment on me but can't achieve it. i dislike its.
No one can make me smile after i crying . you are the only one.
you are going to occupy me. my life cant live without you .

Please turn down my desires. I should not have this such desires.
hatred of this society. My life getting sucks.
The distance for me to reach my target is so far away.

11:00 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Finally I watched Transfomer 2 .

yoohoo...it is so damn nice n cool!

im willing to watch it again..keke

i love bumble bee n optimas prime so muchieee..they're really cool.

Yesterday went midvalley for whole day long.

but didn't buy anything..sad man = (

why...i don care. I wanna go for shopping!! everywhere is on sales now..

After movie with them ( shu wei, mc,nikkie n jia hong)

we went setapak thr for supper XD

we took our dinner on 10.40 pm. so should we call it as a "supper"? haaa

we had steambot thr and shared ghost story in our college..so horrible . argggg

Today went dinner with ma parents,

guess whr did we go?

i went for steambot again @@ i really faint

same place same food .

NO NEXT TIME!

On diet from now.

im a fatty now. yesterday when trying pants.

occured some embarrasing things! i felt myself really so fish....wth

cant tell u guys XD it's a secret ><

On diet really suffering me.

but i will fight with it!

my target..at least loss 3 kg lar..

hehe...add oil = )

Just now chating plus webcam with luppy..

we miss each other so much..

she told me she miss us..

she felt upset suddenly..but she had promised me will smile like " doodolls

don forget ya girl..

had a nice chit chat with her. miss her~ take care girl..we'll never forget you..muaccksss

Recently someone is crazy for facebook games such as barn buddy, typing maniac, waka waka

baby, u must control her plssssss...

it's time for drama!! ciaoooo

nights.

10:00 AM